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27 March 2006 @ 10:38 pm
Go and hide and run away
Run away, run and find something better
Go and ride the sun away
Run away like it's simple
Like it's right...

don't trust people or let them back in your life. they'll only end up hurting you all over again.
 
 
Current Mood: numbnumb
Current Music: last 5 years
 
 
14 February 2006 @ 10:54 pm
sorry to all of you who had a crappy valentine's day (bunny cough cough)

mine however was amazing! 

dc i love you!!!!! 
 
 
Current Mood: enthralledenthralled
Current Music: elizabethtown soundtrack
 
 
16 January 2006 @ 06:39 pm
Another night again
Another journey without friends
Another fight to wish away the loneliness I live

Another circus show
Another face that I don’t know
Another night of people asking what I have to give

I thought that I would drown
But it’s okay right now

And all the miles away I feel a part of me I have to fight
Buried somewhere deep beneath my skin
The emptiness in me is faded
And I can see my life is waiting
Now I know I’m living for who I am
The fire grows inside
The feeling cannot be denied
And everywhere I turn the size of guys they push me

And all has fallen down
But it’s okay right now


And all the miles away I feel a part of me I have to fight
Buried somewhere deep beneath my skin
The emptiness in me is faded
And I can see my life is waiting
Now I know I’m living for who I am

And everything seems great and everyone is fake
No one really knows you

Look into their eyes
Rip off your disguise
Let them see the real you

And all the miles away I feel a part of me I have to fight
Buried somewhere deep beneath my skin
The emptiness in me is faded
And I can see my life is waiting
Now I know I’m living for who I am

 
 
Current Mood: disappointeddisappointed
Current Music: smile empty soul
 
 
09 January 2006 @ 07:29 pm
Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems like such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems like such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to do

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems like such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
 
 
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
Current Music: jet
 
 
04 January 2006 @ 10:15 pm
These are probably the worst pies in London!
I know why nobody cares to take them,
I should know,
I make them,
But good? No!
The worst pies in London,
Even that's polite!
The worst pies in London,
If you doubt it, take a bite!
Is that just disgusting?
You have to concede it!
It's nothing but crusting!
Here, drink this, you'll need it!
The worst pies in London...
 
 
Current Mood: hungryhungry
Current Music: sweeney todd
 
 
 
31 December 2005 @ 03:11 am

sweeney todd was by far the most odd yet incredibly amazing show i've ever seen. the cast all played their own instruments and it was set in a mental institution. quite odd yet they pulled it off brilliantly. patti lupone was amazing and so was they guy who played sweeney todd. it was phenomenal!!!

light in the piazza was really good. the sets and costumes were amazing and the music was incredible. the plot was a little weird however. the main was secretly mentally challenged which was quite random! but overall the show was good.

i'm thrilled though that i'll be living in ny so i can hopefully see shows all the time!!!

 
 
Current Mood: pleasedpleased
Current Music: last five years
 
 
29 December 2005 @ 01:06 am

It's my birthday!!!! Yeah!!!! I'm 18!!! I can buy lotto and cigarettes and porn now!!!!

and we went to see doubt tonight which was amazing! and last night we saw forbidden broadway which was hilarious! and friday we're seeing sweeney todd!!! yeah! and we saw greg jbara on the street today (not that anyone but me and andrea know that is but still exciting)! and we saw some girl from american idol but i have no idea who she was.

 
 
Current Mood: excitedexcited
Current Music: damien rice
 
 
21 December 2005 @ 11:54 pm
I stopped talking when I was six years old
I didn't want anything more to do with the outside world
I was happy being quiet
But of course they wouldn't leave me alone
My parents tried every trick in the book
From speech therapists to child psychologists
They even tried bribery
I could have anything, as long as I said it out loud

Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it
Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it


Of course this episode didn't last forever
I'd made my point and it was time to move on
To peel away the next layer of deceit
And see what new surprises lay in store

My school report said I showed no interest
'A disruptive influence' I felt sorry for them in a way
And when they finally expelled me
It didn't mean a thing

Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it
Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it


("At that time she stopped what she was doing, she stopped playing...
she stared, she had the facial grimicing...
and then the psychiatrist was saying, "Julie, Julie, can you hear me?
Can you open your eyes? Can you stick out your tongue?"
And all of a sudden, Julie struck out")

The November when I came home the Christmas decorations were already up
Spray on snow, coloured flashing lights
And an artificial tree that played Silent Night
Over and over again
My parents welcomed me with loving arms
But within an hour were back at each others throats
Normal, happy childhood back on course
Batteries not included


Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it
Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it
Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it
Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it

 
 
Current Mood: pleasedpleased
Current Music: black box recorder
 
 
14 December 2005 @ 10:03 pm

I got into NYU and I pretty frickin' excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

On another note: Christmas present exchanging was so fun! Thanks everyone!

I now have a monkey!!!!!!!

 

 
 
Current Mood: thankfulthankful
Current Music: Destiny's Child - Tay!!!
 
 
11 December 2005 @ 07:43 pm

My life has become so glamorous lately . . . .

 

Right, Tay???

 

LOL

 

GURL, i can't wait to get some midnight chocolate!!!!

 

DC: Looking at Christmas lights was amazing! I love you!

 
 
Current Mood: touchedby justin against my will
Current Music: kfc hold the f